A Good start

Today has been good. 

Remember when I said sometimes my posts are more for me than you?
Well today, I just want to list all the things that went right.
I woke up and checked my i-learn.
Three 100% on different assignments
Comment from my teacher:

Made my day!
Our group only missed two questions on those crazy, hard CIT quizzes.
I studied for my Disease class.
I was so nervous and felt really unprepared.
We have to know the following per disease(This test was covering around 40 diseases.) 

a.) Description

b.) Etiology

c.) Pertinent Signs and Symptoms

d.) Diagnostic Procedures

e.) Treatment

f.) Prognosis

g.) Prevention

I took the test, some were pretty hard. 

Walked out and got a 92%!!!!!

I made crispy chicken salad for dinner. 

Clean ate all day. 

Finished the night off by going to the gym for the first time 

in 20ish months. Sad. 

Felt so good. 

The end. 

~Linz

Because 20 days wasn't enough...

This past weekend I was able to go home to California!

Chandler was going through the temple and doing all his farewell activities. 

I really loved being at home, I miss it!

Here are some highlights from the weekend :)

Chandler loves MB2 and wanted to race me.  

He beat me pretty good!

We celebrated with going to pizza after. 

Went to the Temple

Our whole family was inside the temple that night. 

Very cool!

Got frozen yogurt and 5 guys. 

Went shooting on Saturday. 

Chandler gave a great farewell talk. 

Then we took our last picture together for the next two years :(

It ended all too quickly, time to go back to Rexburg.

~Linz

Mission Series: God Knows Best

As I came in contact with more and more people

It became more evident how much God really knows best. 

Take for example the Word of Wisdom.  

We focus on the cant's. 

I can't drink coffee, can't drink tea, can't drink alcohol, can't smoke. 

When in reality commandments free us. 

They empower us!

Let me share a story.  

I met this lady she was so sweet and I loved her. 

She needed the gospel in her life.  

She did every drug known to man, used to be a drug dealer. 

She had a really hard life, one I'm glad I didn't have. 

She gave up all those hard drugs, cold turkey. 

She couldn't give up coffee and cigarettes.  

They had such a powerful hold on her. 

It was then I really realized

God created us, that means He knows what is good for us and what isn't. 

That when we live the commandments we are truly free. 

When we use drugs we are under their power. 

I am so glad I was able to learn and follow the Word of Wisdom from a young age. 

That I don't have to deal with addictions. 

That I am truly happy and free.

~Linz

Mission Series: Choices

So I'm about to get a bit honest. 

My mission taught me so much.

But it's crazy how fast I have forgotten those lessons. 

My mission president told me that would happen. 

That would be Satan's ultimate goal, to make me forget. 

Before I left on a mission, I had 4 classes and an internship left.

Essentially a semester left.  

I would be graduating with a degree in Healthcare Administration.

About a few months into my mission, I didn't really feel like I wanted to do that anymore. 

I put it off, I'll worry about it when I get home. 

Well, I am now home and it's been hard. 

I feel behind in life compared to others. 

I feel a bit lost. 

Unsure of what I want to do with my life. 

Everyone told me that it would be ok, I have time, no return missionary knows what they want when they come home. 

Which I knew it would be fine.
It's all in God's hands.
Does that make it easier?
But maybe, I was starting to use it as a crutch. 

To go backwards instead of forwards.  

This weekend I had the opportunity to attend Power to Become Conference.  

This conference was great! 

I learned so much and took tons of notes.  

It was both informative, inspirational, fun, and powerful. 

But the main message that I learned was this:

Don't be paralyzed by indecision.

I remembered learning this as a missionary. 

 God can't move a parked car.

As you are moving, course correction will happen.  

~Linz

A mini Update

The weather in Rexburg has been delightful!

I am so excited to go to California next week!

I got back from a great weekend in Utah!

I went to my first mission reunion.  

It was so fun to see people.
so Surreal.  

Wait I really served a mission. 

I know these people, because I served a mission. 

So surreal that I can now "legally" hug those former elders.  

I should have taken pictures. Oh well. 

I went to General Conference for the first time. 

It was so Awesome!!!

See pictures here:

In the past month, it feels like all I have been doing is sitting in a car. 

So I decided to roughly calculate the hours spent in a car. 

About 60 hours. 

Oakland, Fresno, Utah, Yellowstone, Fort Collins, back to Utah. 

It's been fun. 

Have a fantastic day!

~Linz 

Misson Series: The Good You Do

As I watched this video it reminded me so much of my life as a missionary.

Every day we plan, make back up plans, have countless things to do.

And everyday, usually, those plans never work out.

Tears came to my eyes as I remembered those days

Where it seemed like nothing went right.

Where I felt like an absolute failure.

Like nothing I did that day was right.

I came home discouraged and wanted to just give up.

Some days, nothing went the way we had planned, but it went the way God wanted it to go.

That was amazing!

I remember one night in particular, we had lessons planned

Slowly, they started canceling. one by one.

NO NO NO! not today.

A thought came to visit someone.

We did and it was so great!

"I really needed someone today and then you showed up."

I was so glad that I could help in some small way.
And that was a powerful lesson to me, that we can always be that angel that someone needs. 

“You never know. You never know whether you do any good. You never know how much good you do.”- Gordon B. Hinckley

~Linz

Source: Talk

One month! God is Mindful

It was fitting that at the one month mark since I have been home....
Which...how did that happen so fast?!

I was able to go to FORT COLLINS! and see Kelsey get baptized!
It was incredible that this trip actually happened.
I am reminded over and over again how God's hand is always in my life.
Ready for a story?
Kelsey told me about a week after I got home that she decided to get baptized.
I was elated! understatement 
I had already set up a crepe party for sunday night.
I looked at flights which were pretty cheap but I would get back late and would not have a car to get from Denver to Fort Collins.
I asked around and nothing was looking really positive.
I wanted to Go!
So the Monday before the baptism, my roommates and I were out being immature and scaring people.
I ran into K.  and he said he lived with G. and H.
So we went over there and tried to scare them. Fail.
But it got brought up that Kelsey was getting baptized and I wanted to go.
They thought about it and wanted to go too.
We would leave and get there just in time for the baptism and then come home in time for the crepe party!
Guess what?
It worked out and I had a fantastic weekend!
Tcby, Silver Grille, Awkward YSA dances, cake pops
I got to spend time with Moriah!
Just to name a few
Here are some pictures!
I was able to be with some great people.
I felt like a missionary again because I felt like I was in the right place at the right time.
Life is good!

The drive to Fort Collins. Fall is here!

~Linz

Series: Book Of Mormon

Tonight we had dinner with the Sister Missionaries and we talked about the importance of the Book of Mormon.
How it is the keystone of our religion.  

I have been working on this post and felt impressed that I needed to finish it and share it.
So here it goes:
I Love the Book of Mormon. 

It was one of the few books that I could read the past 18 months.
I am so grateful I had the opportunity to be immersed in this divine book.  

The power that comes from this book changes lives.

I love to hear people's conversion stories that come from this book.
There are countless conversion stories I could tell, including the one about me.
How it brought me peace in a troubled time. 

It teaches one to become better. 

The stories in  the Book of Mormon aren't just stories, they happened to real people. 

They are written for us to learn from, to grow, to understand. 

It can heal a wounded soul. 

Comfort a worried heart. 

Calm a frantic mind. 

It will bring you closer to God, more than any other book can. 

It's another testament of Christ. 

It has His teachings in it.

If you haven't read the Book of Mormon, I would invite you to do so.
Take Moroni's challenge and find out for yourself. 

Let it change your life!

"For 179 years this book has been examined and attacked, denied and deconstructed, targeted and torn apart like perhaps no other book in modern religious history—perhaps like no other book in any religious history. And still it stands" -Elder Jeffrey R. Holland

~Linz

Series: On being Grateful

Something I learned early on in my mission is that I need to be grateful. 

I was going through a hard time. 

In those hard times we tend to look at everything negative and question where are our blessings are. 

I was advised to look for miracles and blessings that happened that day.
Every night as I wrote in my journal, I would write something that happened that day that I was grateful for. 

Sometimes it was small, sometimes I had to search really hard. 

But there is something always there.  

And something changed, my attitude and outlook did. 

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Today I am grateful for a loving dad. 

When I was having a rough patch, he could tell. 

He put his busy work time on hold and listened. 

Then he told me what I needed to hear. 

It may seem small to others, but it was huge for me. 

I am grateful for a dad who always believes in me. 

"The choice is ours. We can choose to limit our gratitude, based on the blessings we feel we lack. When we are grateful to God in our circumstances, we can experience gentle peace in the midst of tribulation. In grief, we can still lift up our hearts in praise. In pain, we can glory in Christ’s Atonement. In the cold of bitter sorrow, we can experience the closeness and warmth of heaven’s embrace."

~Linz

Series: A New Chapter

Its weird being back. 

I guess I didn't realize how being a missionary became so apart of me. 

The name tag, the skirt. Constantly being "on stage"

I went to the store today, someone looked at me, I looked to where my tag would be, it wasn't there. oh. 

Sometimes, I feel like a stranger. People look different. Taller, older looking. 

It's weird how a mission is so simple, so hard, so difficult, so good. 

Somethings have been easy to handle coming home, others not. 

Things that were once "important" aren't anymore. 

Do I jump into "normal" life or cautiously stick my toe in.  

Things that were clear, became muddied, confusing. 

My testimony has grown, the gospel is simple, the atonement is real!

The effects I saw that it had on people. Astounding. 

My beliefs were mocked, laughed at, challenged. 

It made me stronger, more sure of everything.

The gospel is really so simple.

These people will be apart of my life forever.

That makes me happy.  

I'm writing a series of what I learned from my mission. It's more for me than it is you. I can't be selfish though and keep what I learned to myself.  That would go against everything that I learned these past 18 months.  I gotta keep being a missionary :)

~Linz

Happy Birthday Moriah

I hope you have a great day!
Thanks for all those cheesy postcards!
This list still applies!
Love you!
~Linz

Happy Birthday Dad

Dad-
Sorry I'm not there to bake you a yummy treat.
I owe you one.
Thanks for treating my like a princess.
Thanks for always thinking of me.
Making me breakfast, getting me flowers for special days, loving me.
I appreciate everything you do.
I love you!
Love,
~Linz

Happy Birthday Mary

I hope your day is filled with joy
You are truly a great friend.
Go have some chips and tapatio!
~Linz

Happy Birthday Mom!

Happy Birthday to a great mom.
Thanks for all that you do
and for putting up with my endless phone calls
and for always packing my suitcases
Thanks for loving me!
I love you
~Linz

Happy Birthday Dalin!

Happy Birthday Dalin!

WOW! I can't believe you are 14 now. You can go to dances! Ahhh.  

I owe you a snickers cake when I get home. :)

I miss you.  Don't get any taller.  

You are a smart boy.  It's been watching you grow up.
My protective younger brother.  

Thanks for being my partner in crime. 

Love you,
~Linz

Photo Credit: Gwen Hawkins                  

Happy Birthday Sadie

I am blessed to be your friend.
Have a great day.
Ps. I randomly chose this picture and then realized it said Colorado.
~Linz

Happy Birthday Chandler!

Photo credit: Gwen Hawkins

Chandler,
Happy 18th Birthday.  I can't believe you are 18.  I also wish I was there to celebrate with you.
I hope you have a great day.  It's been fun watching you get older.  You are a great example.  You stayed positive when you hurt your leg.  You help others when they need help.  You are good at baking yummy treats.  I love you. Enjoy your day
Love,
~Linz

Great quote

Those special people

The past few months, 

I have been reflecting on the people that made a difference in my life, the past year. 

They were there for me and still are. 

The two girls that are now my best friends. 

They took me in and understood. 

They lifted me up, provided comfort and laughs. 

Those 4 boys in that special apartment. 

They provided a refuge, a place to go. 

They saw a girl in need.
Their friendship didn't stop after that semester.
It continued.
Then there was that gentleman that boosted my confidence
and still sends me those early morning texts.
And I can't forget those that have always been there.
Taco salads and many phone calls.
They all hold a special place in my heart.

~Linz

My thoughts on...

Valentine's Day. 

I like Valentine's Day. 

and although I haven't had a special person to share it with

I have had some pretty good valentine days. 

It's all about the attitude.
It doesn't have to be a terrible day. 

Serving others and making it special for you and others in your life.
Make the day for the people in your life who do matter.
When you focus on making others happens, it causes you to be happy.
That's what counts.
Decorate a room
Make a yummy treat
Cut out a billion hearts and throw them everywhere
Make heart shape pancakes
Pass out candy
Do something nice for your roommates, friends, or family.
Make it fun.

~Linz

so far...

So far the first 10 days of February have been great. 

February 1st, I went through the temple. 

Many special people came to support me.  

I got to spend time with my Oregon grandparents

I have gotten to see Chandler play in a few high school soccer games. 

I watched Dalin play a school basketball game. 

Was blessed to find a bunch of clothes for the next 18 months. 

Sister-brother date at Mariscos

Make 2 fruit pizzas in one night

Skype my roommates, whom I adore. 

Cross off an item on my bucket list and have one of my photos make it into the newspaper. 

Waking up to heart-felt facebook messages
Crepes before church

Family Movie night

Fish tacos with wonderful friends. 

Yeah, it's been a good month so far.

~Linz

Last day...

Today is the last day of January. 

It has been a good month.
I learned a lot.

My time in Rexburg was nothing but great. 

Went to a missionary training meeting. 

12 hours. Wow. 

February is going to be a month of new experiences. 

Going through the temple tomorrow. 

Entering the MTC in 20 days. 

So much happening

All so fast.

~Linz

Puzzle Pieces

It's interesting standing here at this point in my life and looking back

How things in life turned out

and now here I am. 

How rough patches happened

How I hated going through them 

How God guided me through them.

It's kinda like seeing puzzle pieces coming together. 

I know without those changes

I wouldn't be where I am supposed to be. 

Where God wants me to be. 

Where God has a plan for me. 

Where faith is required. 

It's going to be an adventure. 

Where more of the pieces will be added. 

~Linz

Random updates

Now I'm here suddenly I see

Standing here it's all so clear

I'm where I'm meant to be

And at last I see the light

And it's like the fog has lifted

And at last I see the light

1. It hit -22 this morning.  I woke up to go to my 6:30 class, no power.  
2. Our door freezes shut every time it gets opened.
3. Do you know how hard it is to find cute, cheap, below the knee skirts...? Nearly Impossible.  Suggestions welcome.   
4. I dyed someone's hair for the first time.
5. I got to practice being a missionary.  Cool experience. 
6. Went to a dance battle...interesting
7. Also, 37 days left til the MTC.  Freaking out? Yes. 

~Linz

Reason # 286 Why I love BYU-Idaho

Monday I didn't go to class (because I am leaving in a few weeks)

I get an email from my teacher.  

He let me know what we discussed in class

And that I should complete an assignment for next time

and that he would see me Wednesday.  

Incredible.  

What other school would that happen at?

Where a teacher goes out of their way to contact missing students.  

I LOVE this school. 

I have been blessed by having the privilege to come here. 

~Linz